「Stolen Time」

[Verse 1] They told me time was made of gold But tell me where my years have gone Can money buy those days again? The younger me I left behind Still fading somewhere in the dark [Verse 2] I already know your next excuse You say “experience made you strong” Like scars are treasures I should keep Don’t make me laugh Don’t dress it up You broke the clock inside my soul [Pre-Chorus] If I never met you I would never need this pain Tell me how this suffering Will save my future anyway I don’t even ask you To give my time back anymore Just teach me how to forget How to silence all these ghosts [Chorus] Why and why and why and why All the mistakes inside my head Are carving through the deepest parts of me Shame and shame and shame and shame I should have known it from the start Between your lies and what you called “real love” I lost the time I’ll never touch again [Verse 3] Every mirror shows another face A stranger wearing my old smile The girl who dreamed of something pure Was buried underneath your words And nobody noticed her disappear [Verse 4] Now every second feels too loud Every memory cuts like glass I hear your voice inside the rain Repeating all the things you said Like poison dressed as sympathy [Pre-Chorus] You called it growing up But all I learned was how to bleed How to hide another wound Behind a quiet “I’m okay” I don’t need your apology It wouldn’t change a single thing Just let the ashes settle down And leave me with what still remains [Last-Chorus] Why and why and why and why These broken circles never end They echo louder every night I breathe Shame and shame and shame and shame The hardest part is knowing now The time I spent believing you was love Was time I’ll never live again [Outro] Time... Stolen time... Still running through my hands...